I posted earlier about how I was feeling then, well I am really starting to feel better now about this and I know that as long as I stay with this I will lose the weight. My husband and I are going to do this. We both had around 2000 calories today and that is about the amount we are supposed to have. We are not old people and we still have years ahead of us,so we need to make the changes now so we can enjoy our years ahead.
I have actually done so well by having diet pop today, just set my mind to it and did it. Normally I would get a large Pepsi and drink that and then if we went to Walmart I would get another one there. Can you imagine the calories I was drinking? I always said that I drink my calories but I dont need to anymore. I really dont know why I didnt do this earlier after all I was blogging over on blogger a few years ago and doing very well with my weight loss, but see this is what I am a yo yo dieter. I do well and then I eat again and gain more back, in fact I gain more than I lost and I have done this a few times.
Normally, I think its because I am an emotional eater, something happens I eat, I get bored I eat. I get depressed I eat chocolate and drink pop. Water has never been on my menus, although it should be and its going to start being now. My nephew Sean Anderson he is an inspirational speaker on this subject, like I said earlier he lost 300 pounds and he does know how to do it. I am just hoping that we can stick to this so that we lose our big amount of weight that we need to lose. I am wanting to just be healthy and be able to walk again.
Do you know how awful it feels when you cant walk because of the amount of weight you have on your body or just looking at yourself in the mirror and seeing this person who used to look decent but now looks so fat she cant stand it anymore. I have Lymphadema and bone to bone knees, I have sleep apnea and I hurt all the time with fibromyalgia. Each of these ailments are caused because of weight gain. I could get rid of these ailments as long as I get rid of my weight. Should be easy right? I thought so but it isnt for some reason.
This is my way of getting everything out in the open and being accountable for what I have done today. Each day I will be accountable for myself and go through my emotions as well. This will be a lot cheaper than going to a Psychologist for an opinion. lol I hope this helps you too as well as it helps me.
Until Then, Life is Good
this was me when I started blogging a few years ago and I lost 75 pounds getting under 300 for the first time since I was 20.![img_1725](https://misadventuresofayoyodieter.wordpress.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/11/img_1725.jpg?w=300&h=300)
Here I am today back up to the weight I was and more.